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Jun 25, 2022
one circle complete, back at the Danube...
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Jun 25, 2022
Here is Anke´s report: Hi, I can split my experience into 3 distinct parts: Part 1: I sat down after a work day and tried to connect. This was my first zoomless constellation ever. I immediately contact; felt connected to the field and to the other participants. I felt 2 circles: the guys at Glastonbury as a circle, and the zoomless circle. One circle “going through” the other one, like 2 discs where one lies horizontally, and the other vertically cutting through it. “It” wanted me to face North, to BE North, to represent the North, White, Stability, Stagnation. So I physically turned to face North and started Representing North. I felt like standing in a circle, and “it” was gently pulling my physical arms apart. I could feel the power/Ki/? In my hand chakras, especially in my right hand. I was holding hands with 2 others in the circle. To my right, where the energy was so strong was a man, someone who I didn’t know from previous circles. He looked at me astonished, as if in awe. Part 2: I asked the first question, How can we help the world in times of Climate change. So there was no clear answer, message, images or other. So I asked for a benevolent, helpful spirit. Immediately one came. It was a big, friendly, cuddly, brown being, a bit like a bear but less potentially frightening. Big eyes, wet nose. He bade me to follow him. He led me to the Circle that was at Tor right now. My way to help the Earth right now was to Be a Beacon for the people at Tor. If any of them went on a Space Trip, right now, I would be their Anchor, in addition to Tor. To help them find back home. So I sat there, facing North, representing North, Stability, and I felt a connection to “up!”: I was facing upwards, too. After quite a short time, 4 beings came back from “up”. A 5th was still up and needed longer time up there. It was a bit like he was arguing or struggling up there. But I was not meant to help him. – finally he came down, too. He was not happy; but sad, shaken, exhausted. Suddenly I was Gaia, I was the Mother; I could hold him, I could confirm to him that he was Back. (Yes, I had quite amazing experiences in this zoomless constellation!) Part 3: then I was “me” again. I asked the 2nd question, What can we give back to the World? Then I was a male priest on (what is the “female” place called near Tor?). I had “met” this “me” before, in an Avalon Healing session of Antonia’s Maybe it is me in a previous life. I walked towards Tor. I arrived, and suddenly was inside of Tor. I was taken down into the Earth, to ddep Under Tor, with a counter-clockwise spiralling movement. This was surprising for me – I often feel a clockwise and Up movement when being in the field, but counter-clockwise and Down was new. I was now deep below Tor, and I was a young boy. Same person as a few seconds ago, but young. I received a Key, “it” gave me a Key. It was not traditionally key-shaped, it was more oblong, hand-sized, smooth. I asked, “What does the Key do?” – “It opens up Tor”. I asked, “Am I supposed to use the key? Or is someone else?” – no answer. I asked the 2nd question again, and I go the chance, still deep below Tor, to “heal” Earth where a Tunnel was cutting through. Humans needed this tunnel, and its OK to be there, but I was hurting Earth, and I could smooth the wound a bit. Then I was “me” again, but I still had the Key. “It” was turning me left, as if I should give the Key to someone sitting on my left. Then I was the Priest again, standing/sitting just outside of Tor. I was now a very old man, and I still had the Key. This had been my task, like throughout “my” (Proest) life: “Keep/Hold the Key”. I asked: “Should I use the Key?” – “Not necessarily”. I asked, “What should happen with the Key when I die?” – “Pass it on to someone else. I will do this for you. I will take care.” And then it was clear that this was the End of my journey and experience today. I thanked all being that had helped, and fully went back into my living room.
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Rotger Heilmeier
Jun 23, 2022
Our friend Emily Blefeld from www.seeingwithyourheart.com let Antonia and me bring the Glastonbury experience in her Core Membership program in which we participate, before our workshop started, and afterwards wrote a „Glastonbury "Sacred Land" inspired Heartwork“: Happy Solstice Friends! You might consider placing your intention stone/object under the sun or moon, place it by a fire for warmth or wrap it in a vibrant cloth, or dress it with some flowers, plants, fruits, etc! Consider the areas of your life which you most want to nurture or breathe vitality into and take a deep bow for the ways you are honoring these, giving them space to ripen, simply by setting intentions and showing up to the empowered sage within you! Tilt to the light of the sun, feel it mirrored within the galaxy of cells in your body, and celebrate how you are honoring the hearth of your soul! See below for a magnificent write-up about the summer and winter solstice by Stephanie Gailing, an Empowered Empath and Sage Soul. https://stephaniegailing.com/journal/2022/6/21/stellar-insights-june-20-26-2022 This heartwork Invitation is inspired by Antonia & Rotger’s Facilitation from Glastonbury. If done individually, follow the steps below. If done with heartwork buddies, see the bottom section in bold. Consider where you live. Identify a place that you might consider “sacred land.” A place that holds ancient memory and perhaps a linkage to the unseen realm. Prepare a visit to this land. Perhaps consider the clothing you might wear, the adornments you put on your body, or the oils you rub on your skin as you choose to meet the land and invite the land to meet you. Prepare an offering you will bring to the land as a gift. Connect to your own inner “Sacred Land.” Your magic, soul, mysticism, eros, the sacred that vibrates within you. With this connection alive, travel to the sacred land and commune. Tune-in and channel the messages of the being, the place, the plants that you greet on this land and be with the messages you bring and gifts you are offering. In closing, offer some acknowledgment of the mirror into the unseen realms that both you and this land have become in this exchange. Heartwork Buddies Version: Consider Zooming/Facetiming each other from the sacred lands. Or organizing to visit the lands at the same time and then zooming right after your visits. Last option would be to do the visits on your own and then pick a time to meet as a group. Person 1: Represent your ancient magic/mysticism. Person 2: Represent the sacred land that was visited Person 3: Represent the solstice blessing between the two
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Jun 20, 2022
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Jun 20, 2022
My dear friend Ginny sent me her experience:
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Jun 20, 2022
A good friend of mine, Bruce Nayowith, sent me these notes from a retreat he is currently in, concerning the overarching intentions. He allowed me to share them and also all his experiences from his retreat. Thank you Bruce! He will connect tonight from Ireland, if he can make it. You mention 'giving back to the Earth', and about climate change. How can we help the world in times of climate change? And What is it that we can give back to the world? Some of what I had already written, involves working with an energetic movement that drives climate disaster and much more.... It was quite opening for me.... I paste it in below - it was the last of 8 noteworthy experiences related to 'what is possible'. 8.Shamanic Aikido Capacities During one triad, we were invited to consider something in the world that we find distressing. Then, in the presence of the others, to allow the energetic movements in us that happen, perhaps getting to the essence of the distress, the energy underneath it. Someone shared the feeling of being cut off, like someone cutting a tree. Disconnection. Another shared a frantic feeling of back and forth, trying to make something work….. During my turn, I started off with the sense of something rolling, driving onward, like a huge boulder that is out of control, and is crushing humanity and life on Earth. Climate change, consumption of resources, political craziness, gun violence, militarism and more – it seems to be driven and unable to stop itself. It felt too big to try to stop it or even to turn it a bit sideways to another course. I could feel the out of control steamrolling energies, a sense that ‘this is how many of us in the world feel now’. I spent some time sensing into how to relate to this drivenness, lightly trying a few usual relational engagements. Probing into it, trying to sense its essence, the core of the drivenness – for some reason, that did not feel quite right. A bit too active/yang. Holding it, allowing it to resonate in my body and energetically unfold – that felt too receptive and too much… Too yin. I remember “not ‘communism’ (all the same, collective over the individual initiative), not ‘capitalism’ (each for themselves, the individual over the collective), but something else.” As I sat with all of that, open to something coming in that felt right, somehow an image came in of an inverted V, like an A-frame roof on a house - a larger version of ^. As if the ^ was a roof over the boulder, so it could spin, but would not keep rolling. And, then a sense that there were ways to plug into it from the side, plug into the creative movements on Earth, rather than be so destructive and separate, pushing against or overtaking other energies. When it is plugged in, the energy is shared in all directions, not just forward and driven. And, then it contributes, rather than destroys…. I stayed with this for a while, and the others with me shared what came for them….. The words “Something has been misplaced”. And, that the ‘right place’ for this boulder energy was ‘plugged into the system’. In this way, it was still a wild force, but it was not running amok. Someone said “It felt like an ancient promise that was remembered/restored”. This image felt creative and hopeful, and I hope to explore it more in the future. From a design perspective, this was a relational design experience – by engaging in an open way, and allowing a different kind of body consciousness (this feels very shamanic in some ways – entering into huge energies with some intention and some agency while respectful of forces much larger than the human frame), something new can come – creative ways of working with evolutionary challenges of our time…. Expanding our ‘energetic bodies’ feels like a big part of it. And, this entire thing felt like a kind of ‘bioengineering’ and Aikido, combined. Body intelligence and intention working together, in relationship with larger forces, and some ‘hybrid design’ of a different kind of plugging in for the huge energy that is presently rolling out of control. it felt like Aikido in the blending and working with energies rather than being in opposition to them. I have had a few of these experiences spontaneously, and am open to cultivating more of them, as well as encouraging others as well. Not sure of how to allow this. For now, knowing that these kinds of things are possible feels exciting, and is an area that I feel very drawn to spend time with. And, this one about 'giving back' to nature - I started with that, but it went in a very different direction for me! 3-The Importance of Nature, the land, and our relationship to Earth We were very attracted to the lush plant life, waterfalls, and mountain scenery. Besides walks and time spent meeting outside, we spent some time mutually ‘tuning into’ nature. Different people experienced different frequencies and aspects; together we presenced quite a bit, and through each other’s experience, we could connect more deeply. At one point in time, considering ‘what to offer to the Earth’, and how we wanted to be in relation to nature and Earth, there was a sense of “What about not giving something to Earth, but about receiving something from Earth?” Not in a taking way, but like the way we receive a person when we listen to them deeply…. As I checked into “what does Earth want from me?”, what came was “Let me live in you”. With this, came some opening and inviting of a presence into my mid abdominal area – as if there was a living presence in my body, that was resonant with Earth…. Adding another processing frequency – head, heart, belly, and now Earth – multiple energetic intelligences in this human frame. [This all connects with what I call Metabiology – using biological metaphors for expanding body-consciousness, rather than mental/abstract metaphors. After all, energy moves quickly. Biology grows slowly. Both need to be honored and worked with.] This felt connected to Gerhart Dorn’s work on the ‘three unions’ that Carl Jung often quoted. threefold coniunctio | ARAS threefold coniunctio | ARAS There is the Mental Union, where the soul marries spirit and leaves the body. (if persistent, this can be considered ‘spiritual bypass’), The Union of the Mental Union with the Body, healing that split And, the Union of Body and Mind with Soul of the World. I remember how Dan Booth Cohen would say that people were often connected with this world (First Dimension), and sometimes also with Spiritual World (the Third Dimension), but often skipped over the Second Dimension, the Ancestral. Of course, Family Constellations is very effective in presencing and working with the Second Dimension, as well as others. In analogous way perhaps, people ‘marry Spirit’, and then ‘want to do collective work’/connect with the World, but often omit their animal bodies as well and nature. This really opened something for me with respect to working with the collective. Nature IS the body. The body needs to be included – the animal body, and the body’s rhythms and speeds for processing, rest, and nourishment – these need to be respected along with the ‘push, push’ drivenness of the mental realms….. The next week, I had a further experience where I felt how I had pushed Nature away from me, and longed to reconnect. I stood looking at a hill/small mountain, feeling myself rolling down the grass in my imagination, and then saying constellation sentences… “I went away. I left you. I don’t remember why, but I left. I was so lost….. Please…. Please take me back….” This had the feel of the Prodigal Son returning back to his parents’ house….. I was quite teary…. I went through a fence into a farmer’s field, laid in the grass, and this process continued. I got in touch with fears of nature, bees, spiders, and more, and how afraid I was…… A bit later, looking at the river on a bridge, a sense of “I belong to you. And, you belong to me”…. Lovely how the family constellation sentences apply so powerfully to this relationship as well….. Besides the depth of those experiences, I also realized that, for me, I needed to feel my grief of separation FROM the Earth, before I could grieve for what is happening WITH/ON the Earth. I imagine that I am not the only person that this applies to, and it helps me with approaches to climate activism…. Adds another way to work with our relationship to nature…..
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Jun 19, 2022
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Jun 16, 2022
... preparing the field ...
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Jun 15, 2022
No coincidence whatsoever On our way to Glastonbury we passed many lines of war going through France, two of them Verdun and Arras. I gave of my homeopathic globuli in both places. One way that the land and places need clearing often is that souls that died there (and maybe don´t know yet that they died) are still stuck there. The same may be true for parts, splinters of souls that were lost/dissociated in trauma at a place. What we can do, we, as the now living is, we can call in Psychopomp beings, who find the souls, talk to them in a way they can understand, tell them they have died, maybe have been dead for a long time, that there is a better place for them to be, where they belong, and where their ancestors, their relatives, maybe even their descendants wait for them. And then ask the Psychopomp beings to accompany them there, to a portal to the other world, and accompany them through. It takes someone living to invite and ask the Psychopomp beings. This is something I learned from Betsy Bergstrom. This is also a way to do something for a land. Antonia and I felt a difference after this. In Arras we visited an ancestor of mine who died there in WWI, 1915. His joy was great. His name was and is Simon Heilmaier, with ai, the first husband of my father´s mother. (Had he not died, my father´s mother had not married her second husband, Georg Heilmeier, my grandfather, and I would not be here. So he is part of my field and an ancestor. In that way I am a descendent of him.) one British war memorial in Arras... ... spreading some of my gift in the garden of peace there ...
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Jun 13, 2022
On Monday, June 20, at 10am PDT (San Francisco), 1pm EDT (NYC), 6pm UK time, 7 pm CEST (Berlin). 10.30pm IST (New Delhi) we will be 9 people at the Tor in Glastonbury UK. I will drum for 40 minutes I will open the space and invite benevolent and friendly beings that are empathetic and helpful to the cause See the Tor in your inner eye, you have a picture here: Torheiten — Jester Counseling (jester-counseling.com) See us 9 people gathering there, then see the world from above, and sparks of light at every place that one person connects with our web of consciousness from where she or he is With your inner voice, speak the intentions How can we help the world in times of climate change? And What is it that we can give back to the world? And then go with the flow, let yourself be found, see what comes, what answer may come, what benevolent beings you may meet (meet only those), see if you meet other participants you know :-), and you might meet the beings and elements: Gold, the Honey Bee, the Peony, the Peacock, Gundpowder, Oil, the Sandlewood tree, the Oak tree, Covid, Rose Quarz, Water from the Chalice Well As the Zoomless Constellation has a history of space travel it may be you go into space, to go to a planet you somehow know, maybe from a former life, or a life that is to come still, to meet with beings there that may be helpful (only go to those planets, only meet with those beings), and let the Tor be your beacon, your antenna to find the way back afterwards. I hold a corner of the cloth that is the field I am from this world Feel free to share your experience in this forum, Midsummer Night's Dream (shifting-worlds.org) Password: Aurum Bee (with a space between the two words) as well as in a zoom gathering on Saturday June 25, 12pm EST (NYC), 5pm UK time, 6pm CET (Berlin) for people who would like to share personally anything they experienced. The zoom link for the Zoomless Constellation debrief gathering is: https://us06web.zoom.us/j/86148264070?pwd=V1VMd0V0RW5CS3FYUjZMeGhRUElBQT09
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